I thought I'd be totally ecstatic about you and her finishing. And I have to admit I did smile and wave my arms about for a minute. But then I got on with what I was doing. I packed my case and got on that coach without a second glance. I thought about all those old love films where the girl gets on the plane, and then he comes running after her, telling her not to go. Considering I was going on a ferry and a coach, it seemed far fetched. And at times I was like, I'm worlds apart from you, and I don't mind. I thought love could reach all around the world, and now I realise something. It's over. Those times we snuggled on the sofa, went for walks and talks, chatted for hours and nothing. There memories, and ones I will always cherish, but memories can't be relived. Things resemble memories, but they too become memories. But I also understand that we can't go back, no matter how much I want to. Your no good for me, the sort of person you are. It's all about you, so long as your feelings are fine and dandy, it dosen't matter how many people you squash.
(18:29) Steph : and your a sad little boy who cares about himself, and nobody else, because as long as --- is happy and fine, and everyone around you is miserable and pissed off, the world is fine
(18:29) خالدحم: yup
(18:29) خالدحم: totally
(18:31) Steph : well I'm glad that we understand each other
That sums you up dosen't it?
Well tonight I'm going out with my friends, and there's going to be boys there. And I shall flirt and do what I like because my dear. Your nothing to me. A squashed fly on the windscreen of my life. But I do hope someday you learn to treat girls with respect. You'll be one of those players you see in American movies, the boy everyone wants. But the girls that have had him drool after him. Not me, I appreciate we had our times, and you did love me one time.
But I won't be made a fool of anymore, I'm not the girl that ----- ------ once loved and she can't handle it that he dosen't anymore.
I'm Me.
