Wow I haven't written in so long.
I'm not as intelligent now.
But I've learnt alot in the past four months though.
Once again I'm in love, but this time I'm actually in a relationship.
My head is so messed up but most things are falling into place now.
I've realised I am a nice person and people do like me.
I'm more mature and I'm making adult decisions which maybe I should wait for.
I'm going to knuckle down soon, I just need a big push.
I thought none of my friends cared about me, and alot of the time I still feel like that really.
But my friends, un like my best friends, are becoming best friends.
Life's like a puzzle.
Right now it's pretty much all in the right slots, I'm not putting the wrong pieces into the wrong holes.