This year is going to be the best of my life I think.
I've got a whole new group of friends who make my life worth living.
They make me laugh and make me feel wanted.

It was my friend's birthday last night, so without his parents permission he had a house party. It was so good and I was with a great group of people. Then the drink started to flow. I won't go into detail because it was a bit upsetting.

I'm in love but this time, I'm being loved in return. He completes me and makes me feel special. He's got the most gorgeous eyes I've ever seen. He makes me knees go weak, and I'm being serious this time. It's not some silly cliche, I actually feel weak looking at him. He's so amazing I really can't put him into words.

The weather has been so good these past few weeks so I've been out most days in shorts and tank tops. It's been beautiful. My life is beautiful.

Jade Goody died today, I don't care really. I didn't like her before she became ill, so why be two faced? Nobody else recieved care and attention like she did. I wish her sons happiness and feel terrible for her husband, but for her, I can't say anything too bad otherwise people might complain.